Friday, February 20, 2009

The Ironic Laugh

I stood as the center of focus

Happy Host to entertain all

my lips tinted flawlessly

plastered into the same essence

to be held at all times

Pleased, everyone could be

but not I, sensing

the rumble of a heart

sobbing at full volume

What else to do?

at this hour of catastrophe?

where fortune fails to empower me?

where haze cloud forever?

where bliss is enclosed in a shield, unscathed?

True living never barely depicted

It is always captured, concealed and tormented

Can I stride up to the dais

just to publicize my heart ache, or

Can I be the one

to usher the guest with grace?

One chooses the latter path

to be cheated by the laugh

Laugh is a hoax

assumed to be safe

yet always a deceit

never explains the brutal fact

that it buries in its roots

Roots swell, rupture and die

yet, laugh remains eternal.

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